We are finally moving on saturday. The reason i haven't written anything on here in a while is because i hate change. Like seriously, hate it. Growing up, my world was constantly unstable. Though i grew up in the same small town for most of my life, there was never stability in my home life, it was always hard for me to make friends, i was constantly lonely in my own little hidden world. Even now, as i have been packing my life into these boxes, i find myself fearing what is to come, questioning God's plans for my life. I have also realized how different i am from Jake. He is organized, neat, wants to get stuff accomplished...meanwhile i am messy, unorganized, easily distracted and just want to have fun! So yesterday, i forced talked him into spending a little time with me, you know, outside of the house! We ended up going to one of our favorite spots, the river, to sit by a waterfall and read, then on a mini-hike and out to mexican. it was perfect, and so needed for me. Here's a few recent pics of peanut for ya-she is so sweet and smiley. I love her sooooo much ( i could have put more o's on that sooo but i didnt want to be that annoying mom who is so into her baby!) But for real, she's a cutie pie! She has three teeth and is always laughing, loves to crawl, and just had her first fear: my hair dryer! I guess it looks like a giant black bug with bristles ;)
maggie and daddy at luther rock, nc in the cold. my little snow bunny ;)
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